So, no progress today. I’m sick and I feel low and we ordered pizza last night so I’ve been eating that all day.
I feel relieved though, to record and watch, see what I’ve said.. see the proof of my own thoughts, to where i want to go,its like taking a step back.
I feel like now I can change it. Its only 3pm I can change today, put in that effort. And then try again tomorrow. Its kind of exciting.
Be aware this post is long.. and rambling but essential!
I can hardly say DAY ONE. I’ve been on this journey my whole life and have had many, many ‘Day One's’ . But I’m finally finished. I want this to be my last long journey to being healthy and dare I say it? Skinny. I don’t want to spend the rest of my life fighting an uphill battle, I want to spend the rest of my life maintaining a enjoyable state of body. I want to teach my children to do the same. Ah, so noble of me no? Mostly I’m sick of being fat and I just want the satisfaction of being hot again.
I’ve made it before. Grad year and again the year after my big break up. Kids have totally taken their toll on me. So here it is, the beginning of my Video Blog.. to keep myself in check and to have progress evidence! No more fooling around.
So here it is .. My final Day One.
